Tag: o’dowd (page 3 of 5)

Secret Lib

re: the australeum (a secret society cf. ww leaves of grass

a love supreme in the court of love a library
book of love a doodle bug a statute of love

like some secret (liberation love democracy
man love & all aboard! the love ship demos

under the sign of libra it weighs at anchor
nestled in the leaves writing eva love notes 

my dear little bookworm with your freckles
& your ironbark hair oh how i've longed to

sink my teeth into your divine trunk (glass?
no that won't do that won't do at all will it

ridiculous really trunk oh dear oh deary meh
whatever would she make of that?! all right 

my secret memo how about something like 
will you meet meh in the cemetery after dark

scrap that! another planetoid pings into the
wastepaper basket so simply try & try again 

my love (how bold! my lovey one (warmer!
is it just meh or did it just get hot in here?

all right i simply must have you there it is - 
here in the library (i must have your mouth 

inside meh great scald of demos! i grow hard
yes something along those lines with a nice

bold touch a classical allusion perhaps (oh 
she does like those i am the wreck of your 

hesperus 		(yes! 		
			      & the 'sig line'?

	(yours       etc.?


			        brilliant.

					        etc.

We Don’t Usually Tell …

the sun that he does well to shine & shines well …


the moon that she illuminates the lover's skin 

the stars that they remind us of all things past

the sky that it does well to rain on our heads

the planets that they give birth to angry gods 

the earth that it spins on its axis & spins well

the gravity that it keeps our dreams grounded 

the elements that they fuse so well together 

the dinosaurs that they became extinct so well

the radiation that it glows so brightly yellow

the fossils that they tell old stories so well

the oceans that they make love to the moon

the mountains that they hide our rocky hearts

the deserts that they make the cities disappear

the air that it breathes & we too breathe well 

the sounds that they enchant us in the night

the darkness that it covers the earth with love

the rivers that they carry our dead ones away

the fire that it warms our worn hands so well

the ice that it lingers so sweetly in the spring 

the poets that they tear & mend our languages -

… nor the grass do we praise for being green …
B.O’D.

Jethro’s Whitman Cabinet

” … a cabinet was specially made. O’Dowd’s wife Evangeline
had an uncle, Jethro Fryer, a carpenter who took on this task.

SANDRA BURT


i hammer nails & saw wood (to make his 
	house of whitman his shadow cabinet 

not a coffin so much as a grave of words
	a grove within which they sit together 

eva (my niece with her apples & he his - 
	leaves of glass or whatever he does 

no matter I am really a carpenter & i am
	alive in a book in these lines of poesie

my name is (jethro fryer it's a name to 
	whisper down lanes or to slice shavings

of curled wood from a plane or chisel 
	with, some trick played with mirrors 

a dovetail joint almost invisible my 
	fingers search the seams for meanings 

a quiet word or a pencilled line a blade
	in the workshop the rich scent of horses 

& foggy blurred monday morning noise
	he strides in like the prophet of nonsense
 
morning jethro! uncle in law i ask you
	(it's an apothecary's cabinet he's wanting -

to place his liquor above a young one's
	innocent grasping hands though (oh no he

says not that nothing like that at all in
	fact whitman (he - see whitman leaves 

he intones leaves of glass well he's almost 
	lost meh there look here he starts sudden

pointing to his jacket you see this here
	he insists it's a leaf a blade soft green

- & so I want a cabinet that's made of leaves
	do you follow meh jethro (i do, i swear!

inside his whitman cabinet he places the latest
	masterpiece lord captain nice & snug it sits

o it rests against its brothers like depressions
	six children in a single bed & as for meh

i remember generations sleeping outside on
	wide verandahs come winter or summer

when the rains fell (all safe as mother's milk
	beneath thin blankets thicker sheets

young men brought up on tough love walking
	miles to school (over glass we used to

joke strong as draught horses nevertheless -
	their calluses written into the books he

pores over every day for meaning imperial law
	that i abhor on principle but digest being

principled in defence of the commonest men
	imaginable (railway sleeper men abattoir

workers no one else will take on we see through
	them all their manhood & their memories

streetwalkers (whistles of a policeman as his
	truncheon made a drunkard dance arcs 

his dripping spittle yes i correspond & try to
	keep up with things  receive books

& newspapers in the mail still smelling of
	the postman's horse & hands of mother

sunshine soap (wrappings torn & frayed here
	just in behind the door of this cabinet

still coyly hiding the latest captain it's 
	a hit already & he hasn't even read it  


“I Hate Myself & Want to Die”

I believe Fame once intended to give birth to a child.
Some accident happened and I was the abortion.

B. O’D.


I look at what i wrote 
& feel shame
rising like the flood 

my knees are weak &
the lamp light's glow 
flatters my corny poetics 

they're simplistic
& i hate myself no that's 
going too far with

my hand between 
my legs to keep it warm
my secret life 

these secret lines 
the waste paper bin i run 
into the yard

& after dark I set 
a match to watch it burn
the zero letter 

the one before this 
private alphabet yearning 
grasses knee-high 

in fiction cemetaries 
whips crack & knees bend 
beneath the weight 

of imperial leather 
straps to shave leg hairs off
diving into pools & 

rivers like gunshots 
into skin & areas on
maps there are zones 

where you're welcome 
at the very least a god 
while the people's god 

waits in wings between 
the pages of books & in
between my legs

he truth is my desires 
my ambitions that stumble
on dusty streets at dusk 

look towards a house
where she's waiting wearing 
starched armour & a look 

of dulled repressions 
casting glances at the wilting 
calendar & wiping down 

surfaces with hessian 
cloth a girl i'm seen with on 
some occasions but 

do not ride a horse poets 
shall be known by the way 
they walk on grass

fall to the earth & float
up in the sky i hate my
self & want to die

Cute

i wish to specifically send remembrances & love to you
& how is your mother bernard is she well? i do hope so

(tho i've never met her or your good self nevertheless
send her my regards & fred woods is well? i do hope 

the bruise heals soon (tho what happened i can't tell 
& young jim hartigan is he likewise well? i do hope so 

but please do send him my best regards & the solution 
to this week's crossword is enclosed ada i do hope she's

well you speak so highly of her now don't go jumping to 
conclusions bernard i can only go by what you tell meh

about your bowel movements bernard are they regular
i pray so for you know my views on this issue prunes &

buttermilk (enough said eva i presume she's well oh 
i hope so & as i know oh she's very cute in that photo

you mentioned enclosing never did arrive unfortunately 
still i see her pretty well from here & very cute she is 

& her parents mr & mrs fryer are both cute i hope so 
please also kindly pass on to dear mr fryer my sincere

congratulations on winning the bridge tournament &
don't ask how i know! tell ted he's wanted in several

states over here (i'm sure he'll get the joke it's private 
i don't recall who louie is but please send him or her

fond salutations & finally tom touchstone who i can't
place (no i'm getting nothing but suppose & hope he 

is well i guess that's all but also to other friends not 
named e.g. pet cats the milkman (oh he is a cute one