City of burnt grass and black limousines. City of nudes and spider lilies, where the grass stands up even though it is on fire, whistling a harvest tune. By the railway lines, entropy rules: jagged weeds and mystery melons scramble for space, riddling the rails, disguising the sleepers with their fantastic tendrils. Like a smoker's signal, brave and futile. Trains slice these ribbons into tendons, timetabling history, scattering seeds, accelerating some abstract chaos. Trampled soccer balls like snakeskin or leather on the shining road. Dressed as inspectors, we climb the stainless steel stairs, pass the plastic clinic and the coffee mall, then enter the machine room. Here, the rumble of traffic is merely a shiver in your bowels, barely shaking the keys. Predicting story arcs is what it's all about. Prisoners, good deeds and friendships betrayed. The studios will be eating out of our hands. Privately, we model alternate scenarios: the prisoner escapes; the can of boiled beef falls from the adjutant's hand; a friendship is consummated in a bloody latrine scene. Here, the streets are viewed as if through the screenshots of an amateur photographer: the perspectives slightly skewed, casting one's eye off balance. Jets scramble overhead, but no one notices. The flags of a thousand federations burst into the blue sky, unfurling like false spring! The sound of trickling water consumes bus drivers and cart pullers alike. Insanity is okay, although mistakes are sometimes made. Usually, these thoughts disappear. Slowly, a city comes to know itself by the bend of a river, the argument of a steel canal. Behind us, mountains; ahead, cartwheels of conversation, opening.
Category: Poems (page 4 of 73)
As of October 2011, I’d posted over three hundred poems on this site, including many sonnets and search poems, as well as numerous poems that didn’t make it into chapbooks such as Abendland and Morgenland. I then ceased posting poems here, choosing instead to distribute them via my poem of the week newsletter. Then I stopped doing that too. Every now and then I post a poem here … but not as often as I’d like.
there has to be an invisible moon over on the other side of the sun gravitationally drawing me to you how else can i explain these forces lifting me out of my dreams to float like a silver balloon out our window behind the dunes & under the beach beneath the pavement & the rocks in my head & the stars full of music i am its puppet now floating in space its honey power rising in my veins because each night i lie beside you we’re walking on some other moon neither of us knows its secret name it simply rotates at the same speed at which it revolves on a toothpick tempting me to open up the window to leave the curtains wide open the doors unlocked & the radio on playing ‘Hey Moon’ over and over until it’s as if we know each note a starfield swirling slowly into zero already full draped in white shadow guiding us through the afternoon my lips mouthing a weird loon-song on some high cliff north of sound otherwise what’s making me blink speak to us in jazz notes only moon without twilight we’d see no light without the moon surfers would just be dudes with beards going ‘wow, man’ and here it comes: this pure wave that dares to engulf me breathing solid & yet empty at the same time so glassy & perfect is this cylinder what a perfect moon that made it! how else am i to explain the paths that burn fluorescence as we walk hey moon, i’m wearing sunglasses but i can still feel you, feel me come take a walk on the moon babe & let’s make ours an incredible one this thump-thump? our tiny hearts you feel that moon? we feel you too rising like a science-fiction version of ourselves over the horizon wow pulling us in with its silver strings i can hear it calling out to me o hai as a radio wave across the universe about to rise ... about to set over us our hearts about to go boom boom ... i can see it shining through your eyes we’ll walk in slow-motion on stardust tuck a moon-beam behind your ear & everything else will just disappear
you dress young but then you doubt it take a look at the band & think who are these idiots? you remember dressing young & feel slightly allergic to music while all around you (idiots! fawning over you & new order yes now i remember the way you dressed when you were younger (although not as young as your sister was the night you accompanied her to bikini kill at the wollongong youth centre (would 'chaperoned' be a better word? you remember kathleen hanna shoving an old-school telephone down the front of her undies you remember what it felt like to feel old as cool blasts of chill-wave air smacked your face head- on ... you were too old to remember the proton energy pills but nevermind i mean forget it i saw the future in a room full of moshing girls & the minor threat of sk8rs hanging outside (bored boys who told stories about sk8tn & shit (did they also dress young - you betcha (of all people! you grow old, you grow old you shall trade in that dud album by bob mould for a second-hand copy of theatre of gnomes who knows shakedown’s finale like me (i’ve seen spew coming out of a port kembla sky it’s just steam some idiot once claimed (yeah there’s nothing polluting about it ... you grow old but continue to dress young like some fifty-year-old drunk wearing okanuis extra bitter still got it still yearning for that clayton’s moment (whatever it was - nevermind redux dress young grow old & die smiling
i they are like mayan designs and indian temples calico made from central america's brooding twilight an instrument as still as crickets in jars or needlework zig-zag stitches stools and the edges of summer and shiny shut eyelids all slippery grey and wet like spiderwebs dawnyellow and dank that is the curtains that is when they are shut that is not the eye when the eye is open that is something different reaching a blue hand through therein lies the rent in the cornea an itch one itches to be curtains closed with the pent-up ache of eczema and your solution is: don't scratch them s- always you state the achingly impossible! always you are carving a niche like a river-log in my mouth my practical man from the back country but when the eyes open and close the shiny spiderweb of film (remember a blue hand) flickers becomes a salt-encrusted martini glass sand-blasted like the windowpane you found restless there in the ruins there in the ruins that is the eye that is when it is left open that is not the curtain the itch the ointment shuts like central america's brooding twilight... that is again the curtain closed not the eye at least not the eye itself but the open curtains "you are not the veils of a painting nor a bright sunlit day you are the open staring eye of my azi" ii. if i ever make a movie the opening scene will be a continuous slow-motion shot which begins at the centre of a room whose motif is central american the camera will move towards a glass window ever so slowly until it presses against the pane until the pressure is enough for it to ever so gently break it and then continue on its way out through the fields and across the river finally coming to rest near my azi propped up dead on a stone my azi draped in blood on a stone... the importance of eyes and curtains: the eye is the camera lens and the curtain is the eyelid is the one thing that stops the camera from seeing the window but remember a blue hand is the one thing that makes the eye see central america and its brooding twilight when all the eye can see with the curtains open is the sky- light and the cage that your father made for us to trap those beautiful birds... iii. it follows that the second shot will portray a solemn golden-eyed condor captured and caged at one end of a long wind tunnel the camera positioned at the other behind a sheet of glass will record the release of the condor from its cage and its frenzied flight to the light of freedom camera the hope and the sickening impact of its angel wings and its breast against the glass sounds of crickets and calico twilight edges... the importance of cages and cameras it is frequently impossible to break the pane of glass that separates the curtains from what it is the eye knows is there when finally the filming is done my blue hand quivers on the arm's edge of sunset the smoking compartment in the second class carriage bores through the jungle behind us tranquil plumes rock edges mayan ruins glittering with rain like the sounds of elliot's bird in its cage disturbing what i thought was death's inviolate peace but when jenkins his merciful wings shunts open the suffocating window o his great and merciful wings there's silence and though the company doth protest we breathe the doomed air of azi's last summer and finally i myself take flight... you are neither windowsill nor spider marksman cameraman- you the delta and your voice are whispering insistently as curtains: “i'll come at twilight i'll smash through the window for you don't you believe in the importance of condors? don't you lie beside me brooding don't you lie beside me brooding” when finally the window is gone
well you've got birds & then you've got birds haven't you? take your wedge-tailed eagle for example—what a bird you've got there! whereas your common blue budgie—well he's not so much a bird as a parrot is he compared with your ibis your swan your albatross i mean your budgie just doesn't cut the mustard does he that's why you've got to keep him in a cage coz he wouldn't last five minutes in the wild what with all your other birds doing the rounds i mean your currawong your rosella your seagull your bilby yes mate even your marsupial's more bird than your budgie another prime e.g. being your koala—now he'd instil fear in your bravest budgie—what a bloody mismatch eh? what a bird is your koala—a bird's bird if ever i saw one! what a beautiful bloody bird! what a bird!